I might be an idiot

Sunday, January 25, 2009

I just made a really hard decision and don't know if it's the right one. I've been pondering and agonizing about a particular issue lately. Either way I go, there's risk and doubt and potentially regret. I know I'm being vague, but this is a very personal issue that I want to be careful about posting.

I'm really trying to follow my heart on this one. It's hard when your heart is confused. I'm trying to seek the guidance of God and I hope to feel peace about this, but I also fear that I've hurt someone. Someone I love deeply. Maybe I'm a fool. That's a very real possibility. I just hope that time will clarify things and that if I have made a colossal mistake, that it won't be too late to fix.

5 comments:

Rachel said...

Thinking of you...

Jess said...

I'm sorry to hear that you are having a hard time. Just remember that the Spirit speaks peace to both your heart AND your mind. So when you make the decision, the Spirit will confirm it when it makes sense and feels right. At least, that is how I interpret peace to my mind and heart. Good luck!

regannmom said...

I love you, Lin! Whatever the issue, God bless you. I hope you are able to feel some peace. I pray for the best for you always. Love, Min

Annjilla (Fernandez) Baillio said...

Some thoughts that may help or create rage!

"I'd like to make a motion that we face reality" ~Bob Newhart from the Bob Newhart Show

"We're so careful to see that no one gets hurt. No one, that is, but ourselves" ~Al-Anon Member

On Self-Love/Self-Respect: "My name is Martha Bowers Taft. My great-grandfather was President of the United States. My grandfather was a United States Senator. My daddy is Ambassador of Ireland. And I am a Brownie."

Erin said...

I'm proud of you for following your heart and promptings of the Spirit.

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